Shadow

I am tired of living in someone’s shadow. Most of the time people are not even aware of my existence. I am just like an accompanying accessory. I wonder when will I be noticed, not always as a companion but an individual.

On a totally unrelated note, I like Arsene Wenger’s accent. I’ve never heard a French who speaks English before maybe that’s why I find it cute. And the fact that he looks like Mr. Bean is quite hilarious.

Dead and gone

Tomorrow I am bringing a visitor to this place I’ve never been before. And you know I have no sense of direction and having a foreigner in your car is of no help either. It’d be quite impossible to turn to him and ask for directions no? I think he’ll just give me the “are you really a Malaysian?” look wtf. Basically I’ll just sesat my way to this place and sesat back to office. I’ll update on how it goes if I ever made it back alive.

I hate this

I can’t seem to forget that shitty thing you did.

Again

Whatever it is I deserve to know. I am disappointed.

Happy CNY!

It is always nice catching up with old friends especially the ones that you haven’t seen for ages. Happy birthday Joanne! Happy 23rd on the 23rd! Hahaha. It’s always fun to make fun of her being the oldest among us. Hope you’ll be a happier person and are able to lock your man up forever lol. Can’t wait to hang out again!!! Though it was fun but what’s an andartu meeting without Hui and Mei. Come back soon I tell you both!

Urm yeah. The boy left for Bangkok today. I’m expecting a lot of souvenirs! *rubs hands in glee* But I’m gonna miss talking to him at night. Boooo.

Happy Chinese New Year.

No manners

Last week, I’ve encountered the most ill-mannered person I can ever find. Usually I don’t really care if the people I come across act like shit but having to deal with them everyday is another story altogether.

# 1

NM (no manners): RM4.50
*Me digging for coins for her because I had RM50 in hand*
NM: TAK PAYAH!!! TAK PAYAH!!!! TAK PAYAH!!
Me: Okay -.-”

Yes. She shouted 3 times and then snatched the RM50 note from my hand. And my hand was not even held out to pay her yet.

# 2

Me: Berapa ah kak?
NM: 1 2 3 4 5 *counting away at the top of her lungs* LIMA RINGGIT LIMA PULUH SEN!!!!!
Me: Nak resit ya. *snatched money from hand again*
NM: RESIT AH?!!! TUNGGU LA! *in a very annoyed manner*

Somebody need to teach her some manners. These parking attendants ought to be sacked and locked away from the public FOREVER! Such ashame that these people are working as the front liners in the service industry. Not knowing how to smile is acceptable but yelling at and snatching money from customers are not the right things to do. What more showing attitude? Eh.. I don’t owe you anything. I PAY YOUR SALARY OKAY?! Having to work in the service industry for almost 4 months now I have come to know the courtesy of providing excellent services to customers/clients. And I know it’s not easy but it is not too hard to smile and say thank you either. It really helps a lot if you smile. Such a basic courtesy and yet people still fail to do so from time to time. IS IT THAT FREAKING HARD TO SMILE OR EVEN SAY THANK YOU?

I don’t want to see that woman again. But it’s not possible. Ho ho wtf.

Boring…

It’s been such a long time since I last blogged and I was shocked to come upon the change of layout. Whoaaaaa…need a moment to absord the newness here.

Right. So I was so full of jealousy from stalking people’s facebook  and I don’t know how many times I’ve sighed. This Christmas is B.O.R.I.N.G. with a capital B. I think I need to go out more. Why am I such a homely person? Or should I say why is my life so boring? People…bring me out please. I need to get out there.

It’s time to shine wtf.

I miss elephat moose manihair :(

Don’t mind the title. Only I and Chinaman know. Hehe.

I miss you.

I really do. I am really not use to not seeing you for so many days. I miss having you around bugging me with all your sarcasms and name calling. As weird as it sounds I really miss you calling me fatty. The endless countdowns to Saturdays are driving me crazy to no end. I WANT TO SEE YOU!

Btw..my english sucks. It’s getting worse day by day. Not that it was good before but just so you know now I CAN’T EVEN CONVERSE IN PROPER ENGLISH. I had to pause in between words and it’s embarrassing. I need English lessons wtf.

Another random note. Don’t call me Nicole. From today onwards I am Pinny wtf. Nicole is too common. I hate this name. Alright don’t call me Pinny cuz it sounds retarded. Urghhh. I hate Nicole.

waitress. everyday is a halloween day at work wtf.

I love my shoes.

I am planning on launching an online boutique like everyone else because I am a sucker for cheap clothings. I don’t know if I should but it’s something that I’ve always wanted to do so…we’ll see if I can bring in nice stocks. Bleh. Work tomorrow. HOW FUN.

I am a man

I wore this underneath my white dress to work yesterday…

Finally I have the courage to experiment something different wtf. And I have to say it made a big difference on my whole outfit. Loveeeeeeeeeee it. Kinda reminds me of Jenny in Gossip Girl. And she’s only 14. Or 15. Not like it makes any difference but she looks so mature. Something I wouldn’t like being. Maybe that explains why I am so retarded.

Been listening to Fly fm a lot lately and there are so many people texting in to come clean bout their dirty little secrets and I would love to spill mine….I was a man.

Me: B! Come touch this!!!!!
Chinaman: *touches throat* WTF?!!!!! Am I dating a tranny?

Wtf la Chinaman. I really don’t hope so but it’s weird because I have this small bulge on my throat and I swear it feels like an Adam’s apple and it’s bigger than Chinaman’s. Hahahhahahahaha. Shit I feel like a man. All I need to do now is to talk and act like one. *clears throat* 

If I were a boy……….lalala. Speaking of which I really love Beyonce’s If I were a boy because everything bout the song is so true. I don’t think it’ll even last me a day being a boy. I think I’ll turn gay very quickly.

Random but…I want maroon leggings Work tomorrow BC fair was exhausting but worth it if the number of students recruited this year goes up. Hehehe. *fingers crossed*

Okay sleep.

Monotonous

Work is no fun at all. I am so exhausted everyday even though work only starts at 9.30 and ends at 5. But the distance and the traffic make it all bad. And the heavy rain makes it worse. Agony wtf. It’s only the second week and I dread goin to work. And looking at the college kids at Taylor’s and Inti makes me feel old all of a sudden. It’s like I’m no longer in their league. I am a working adult now. So much responsibilities. Sigh.

I’M OLD.

Let’s proceed to the fun part shall we?

today’s outfit. secretary *coughs*

yesterday’s jinjang otutfit. please remind me not to dress like that again. but i love my yellow shoes

 

Forgot to snap pics of previous outfits because I was quite busy. I think my life s rather boring right now. The only fun thing would be dressing up for work but it soon won’t be because I’m getting lazy. Haha.

Must camwhore!!!!

 

Oh yeah, DEEEEPAAVAALLIIII!!!! NO WORK ON MONDAY! HAHAHAHAHHA.