Networking

“You will never know when you will need help from them.”

How many times do you find yourself making friends with the above reason? All the time? Or do you sincerely just want to be friends because you like them? It got me thinking for a bit when I went through my EBE notes on Europe. Jean Monnet, the father of networking, brought hope to Europe through its networking skills. And a special someone said to me that you have to be nice to everyone because you wouldn’t know when you will need help from them.

Networking and making friends are two different thing. And it’s true. When was the last time you hangout with someone because you truly enjoy the company and not because you need something from them?

I don’t befriend a person for the reason that I may need something from them in future. I don’t play nice just because he/she may be useful to me. I only get to know people and befriend with them if I truly like them. This explains why I have very little friends. I don’t choose my friends but I won’t play nice if I don’t like someone. It’s easy to tell. I can’t hide my emotions. If I dislike you, it shows. If I don’t like you, I am quiet when you’re around. If I get to know you better and I like you, I’ll go on talking like there’s no tomorrow. So what’s this shit bout you treat people good because you wanna use them in future? I mean it’s unpredictable la but you can’t always meet people with that kinda mentality right? It’s so wrong. It’s different though if you were to meet people on a business trip or any kind of formal events because certainly you’re not there to make friends. You’re there because you wanna meet people that can be influential to your business or whatever you’re doing.  I was told that in order to succeed, you have to have a certain level of networking and social skills because you will need all the help you can get. And to a point, I believed. Success does not come purely through diligence but also through people you meet in the process of whatever you’re doing. But then again, that’s not making friends. So that’s in a whole different context.

Yeah la you may say through those formal networking you will also form friendships that you never imagine having but if that happens (and it happens, i know) then good for you la. From a not so right mentality of meeting people you get good friends what. NIce right? But right now I’m not talkin bout networking so…

It’s just sad that people often use each other and they totally forget bout the true meaning behind friendship. Be it with lecturers, your classmates, your colleagues, or even your gym friends, there is a fine line between purely networking and making friends. And seriously, another line of “you will never know when you need help from them” will get the look or maybe a say from me.

You may not agree, but then again, these are just my thoughts. Meh.

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Back at square one

When 2 people have stopped being polite and started to get on each other’s nerves

When 2 people ceased to understand each other and refused to give in

When 2 people are tired of each other’s excuses and begin to go on a yelling match

When 2 people see each other in a different light

 

How far can they go?

Many times we find ourselves trying too hard and taking things too seriously, we end up hurting other people. Holding grudges is what I do best, finding faults is my forte and winning an argument is what I must do. All these have caused me a lot of troubles that I would never, for once, favour to seek. Insecurities, jealousy and ego have constantly reminded me that there must be a story behind every tale and that it has to be a negative one. I have only seen things in a negative way and that’s how I liked it to be. And for that, it almost costed me you. I know I have been hard to deal with and I definitely is not the easiest going person in the world but for you, I am willing to see where I’m wrong at. I am willing to go pass my ego and feed on yours instead. Ah…silly me. But seriously, I hope by saying this, I won’t turn you into an egoistic maniac because that is something that I will never learn to tolerate.

After all these years, I found myself back at square one, with so much more to learn. And I am willing to =)

My ego is as big as your nose. Meh.

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Why am I so stupid?

Today, I punched myself in the eye. Hahahhahahaha! I was talking to Chinaman while pulling and tugging on the pillows and his fat ass body was all over the pillows so I had to pull harder to get the pillow. Guess what? The pillow slipped outta my hand and wham! My fist landed on my left eye. Babi sial. Keganasan domestic! even though it’s self-inflicted. Bodoh maximum.

As a result, I had a slightly swollen eye with lotsa red veins. Damn pain okay!

The left eye.

The right eye. Yeah la. It’s red, swollen and veiny too cuz I punched it to make it equal wtf. No la stupid. It’s like this due to lack of sleep and dryness.

Conclusionnyer, punch or no punch no difference. They always end up looking punched anyway. And if you notice, I don’t have lower lash. Got la but it’s like bulu kaki Chinaman. SO LITTLE AND THIN! AND SHORT! AND…..don’t know. It just looks botak to me compared to the top lashes.

Whatever la. Asian what. Sikit bulu kan? Nanti macam Cecilia Cheung or Gillian Chung mati habis wtf. God knows if having nice lashes and hair on the head need sacrfice from the other area…..such as underarms. hohoho!

 

Another major bimbo moment from yours truly, the balding woman wtf.

xoxo, you know you love me =)

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Nen nen

Lay Hui: Woman!

Me: Yayaya.

Lay Hui: Saw your prom pictures..

Me: You wanna say my nen nen very big issit.

Lay Hui: I’m not the first one to say ah?

Me: -.-”

 

Maybe I shouldn’t post those pictures up afterall. But whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa now I’m convinced I’m not a washboard anymore. Wahahaha. Take that! Whoever who said I was flat-chested wtf.

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Stressed nyer. Exam’s next week. And I found myself surfing the net religiously when exam’s around the corner. I’m such a role model right? And I think I’m getting this cramp and it is starting to hurt right now. Shouldn’t have eaten cornetto, asam laksa and the sour grape thingy i bought. I’m such a glutton. Nen nen tak tumbuh baru miracle I tell you. And in the process, the face turns into a full size billboard wtf. Why is my life such a tragedy T.T

Oh oh oh!!! I was watching videos on youtube. And I got hooked watching this Russian pornstar looking chic teaching origins of words. Hahaha. And I wasn’t actually paying attention to what she was saying but I enjoy looking at her boobs (fake and saggy!) and her teasefulness wtf. She’s such an effing tease. I think I was born a man in my past life tsk. Oh her youtube name is Hotforwords (her website. go watch her lessons!!!). B! Go watch la you’ll like it wtf. Suddenly I feel so intellectual watching her. If all the teachers in the world is like her, I think being a student will be the happiest thing of every guy’s life. And imagine nobody wants to work but just being a student. Then the women will dominate the world!!! And the men will continue doing what they do best that is to wank until their nose bleed wtf. Muahahahhahaha. Such a feminist. But seriously, why do people constantly exploit themselves in a sexual way to gain something? Sex sells, I know. But all this is in exchange of dignity and self-respect, no? Imagine your sister doing this on youtube. Hahahhahahaha. Or your girlfriend. Or your mom wtfness. I think I will laugh until my nose bleed -.-” Ya allah.

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Protected: “And if I did look at her, so what? What’s your problem?” A deal breaker.

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Protected: with this knife, i’ll be scarred for life.

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Minta maaf cikgu. Saya tidak menghantar kerja rumah.

It’s 2am and I am chewing on a piece of fried chicken. Talk about having a fat face la. Yeah, I have an ulcer. And it hurrrrtttttttttttttttttttts. But I don’t care because I can. Meh.

Right. So, I wanna talk about me again 😀 Hehe. Today I was supposed to hand in IBS 2 and EBE. Buttttttttttttttttt..the Duli Yang Maha Mulia Me only managed to hand in EBE. Where’s IBS 2 you wonder? Belum siappp!!!! Yeah la so the assignment constitutes a 40% to my overall grade and late submission only deems a mere 5 marks off the total per day so….to sum it up..that’s like 2% off my grade only what. So I give it to you Nottingham pffft. Ceh wah. So arrogant right? So right now, I am slaving away doing IBS 2 and I still have UBB waiting for me to become the most eligible kuli ever. I love my life T.T

Ps: Some people can be so selfish. I should have gotten used to it by now….

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Selamat Hari Jadi Chinaman

To one of the most important people in my life (sorry la I’m the most important person in my life wtf).

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Another year without celebration. I hope you won’t hate me hehe. But you know how much I love you right? I tulis surat memohom maaf la can or not? But I’m sure you understand how occupied we are right now right? It doesn’t mean that I don’t love you enough if I didn’t plan something vavavoom for you on your birthday, no? It’s been like a tradition to make you angry on your birthday and yesterday was no exception. But it was fun to see your angry fat face to a point where you just can’t hide your frustration in your cheeks anymore haha why am I so cruel la. I know you’ll still love me even after everything I put you through because I am the only balding woman who would want a Chinaman okay. Despite all the surprises yang failed big time, I hope you did enjoy doing Database with me the whole night hahaha! And I hope you like the present. Happy belated birthday sayang mayang wtf.

You know I love you

xoxo

The Balding Woman -.-“

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“Prom”

Annual dinner was last Friday and everything went quite well except that the pictures didn’t turn out well. Yeah la everytime I am in a picture I’ll screw it. Stupid muka gemuk and balding head ciz. The dress made me look 10 pounds heavier and it was so loose that I had to keep pulling it up. Nanti ternampak tetek how?! It was just nice few days before and when I finally had it on again on Friday it was sooooo loose. But still muka gemuk in pics. Am I destined to look like a beast in pics? Babi.

The only close up of us that I like cuz it’s blurred thus the absence of fat face. Hahhaa.

More pics on Facebook.

Somebody got up so late because he slept late the night before. I was rather angry cuz we were almost late for the dinner but thank god we weren’t. Jason Lo performed and his performance was the highlight of the night I would say otherwise everything will be so boring mundane and redundant. I really really dislike the Mr and Ms Nottingham shit la. They had it last year and again this year. I just wished they could come up with something better. It wasn’t much fun because there’s no after party. There’s still one more annual dinner next year anyway, Chinaman’s annual dinner. Haha.

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Today I was…

insulted and hurt. And my finger bled. I remember last day of school used to be so much fun. Oh uni life, how much I hated you. I need ice cream. And a few rounds of shopping spree. Heh.

And I hate group work. I FUCKING HATE IT. I HATE IT WHEN THEY ASK SO MANY BASELESS QUESTIONS WHEN IT DOESN’T MAKE SENSE AT ALL. I hate it when they don’t fucking come for group meeting or lectures and end up asking millions of questions when I ask them to do their tasks. I hate it when I clearly stated something and they go back asking the same thing again. I hate it when you do your fucking individual work, we’re slaving away on our group project and you don’t even give a damn. And when we’re fucking done with our parts, you wanna come back and demand this that and the whole group have to cater to your needs and do the work WITH you even though we have our own things to do as well. Eh please la. We have our own priorities please. If you can’t cope then just say it. We’re happy to let you go. Not that we need you anyway. Fucking blowjob. Urgh!

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