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How not to?

Throughout my life, I’ve been meeting people from all walks of life. Some are such angels that you just feel like picking them up and put them on your shelf for display (wtf) but some are like devils whom you feel like kicking them to the curb and spit on them. Yeah that’s how bad those people can be and how bitchy I CAN BE.

Am I destined to meet people who treat me like trash? Or at least spare me a life I have my own too. I am in no place to judge a person but I certainly can sense it when a person is being nice or rude. I don’t really care if you are a friend but treating others like trash isn’t the right thing to do. Sometimes in the state of confusion, frustration, anger or panic can make you a lot worse than who you really are. And I can relate. Yes I was stressed, I was frustrated, I was panic and I was angry. But it wasn’t all my fault you know? And I can’t help but to put the blame on you, well partly. You neglected our group project because you didn’t have time for your own. I am not trying to be an insensitive bitch here but look, you can cost us our 50% off our finals. We are third year students. Show some responsibilities or at least, show some sense of commitment. You are committed but to a certain extent, it turned out to be the wrong kind of commitment. You suggested us to do unnecessary things and it wasn’t even relevant to our work. If you were to do it, don’t drag us in. You can settle your own little “task”. The whole group against it. And I thought it would be some masterpiece but it ended up like an elementary school work. You can’t blame us for not putting your work in.

Also, your part of task wasn’t what we wanted and I particularly asked you to ammend it. Did you? No. You chose to tell me “I will do it when I’m done with my individual assignment”. And in the end, you still didn’t ammend the shit you pooped out. Alright, so we all didn’t have time to do the ammendments for you but no, it’s not a small part. It’s two huge part of our assignment. The introduction and the conclusion. We have to give an impact at the beginning and the end of the assignment but now it turned out crappy. So what kind of impression will it leaves the lecturer with? Effortless. Yeah that was what it tells me.

And you came in 2 hours late on the day we turned it in and you dared to leave early before we could actually include your part into our compilation. Actually we could have handed in 2 hours earlier than expected but because of you we handed in 2 hours later than the deadline. How could you? Have you any sense at all? I guess not. Sorry is not enough. I was angry to the extent that I wish not to speak to you again because clearly you did not take our work seriously. It was a group work not an individual. I don’t care how you fucked your individual work but I certainly do not wish to see you fuck ours. So what if it was your bf’s birthday? I didn’t celebrate my bf’s bday because we (me and bf) were busy working on our group project too. And you were part of it but you acted as if it was only mine and bf’s. So much for everything we’ve done for the group. Sometimes it makes me wonder if you’re that worthy of my anger.

I’ve tried so hard not to judge you but you do not give me any credibility not to. But I’m glad that the nightmare’s over. This tells me that you have to be wise in choosing the people you work with because the wrong people just fuck you up nicely and they won’t even feel sorry bout it.

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insulted and hurt. And my finger bled. I remember last day of school used to be so much fun. Oh uni life, how much I hated you. I need ice cream. And a few rounds of shopping spree. Heh.

And I hate group work. I FUCKING HATE IT. I HATE IT WHEN THEY ASK SO MANY BASELESS QUESTIONS WHEN IT DOESN’T MAKE SENSE AT ALL. I hate it when they don’t fucking come for group meeting or lectures and end up asking millions of questions when I ask them to do their tasks. I hate it when I clearly stated something and they go back asking the same thing again. I hate it when you do your fucking individual work, we’re slaving away on our group project and you don’t even give a damn. And when we’re fucking done with our parts, you wanna come back and demand this that and the whole group have to cater to your needs and do the work WITH you even though we have our own things to do as well. Eh please la. We have our own priorities please. If you can’t cope then just say it. We’re happy to let you go. Not that we need you anyway. Fucking blowjob. Urgh!

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First and last

Ahhhh the agony. Waited for 5 freakin hours! And the dress didn’t turn out as good as I wanted it to be. Eh I gave her a very good design okay and it looks like crap now. I wanted deep blue green but they don’t have this colour so I had to opt for something else. My design is very simple only what. Why they can’t even get like 50% close to the original design? And she dared to put the slit at the wrong side omgwtf *dies* And she went “the slit can be at any side”. BUT I WANTED IT TO BE ON THE RIGHT CUZ I ONLY CROSS MY RIGHT LEG WHEN I SIT DOWN. NOW I HAVE TO CROSS MY LEFT LEG WHICH I DON’T LIKE TO CUZ I AM ANAL LIKE THIS WTF. Fine….don’t even get me started on the band. It’s 1.5 inches thick. Eh cock meh. Need so thick for what? It doesn’t look elegant now! Like some cheap pasar malam evening dress wtf. I hate you for wasting my moolah! Hmmmph.. And then..THE BUST AREA. Why la why they have to stitch there? It looks so ugly with those stitches. Pffft.

HOHOHO. What if suddenly the stitches come off when I sit down on that very day. Hohohoho!! B 😦 So disappointed. You must say I look gorgeous on Friday k? What the…

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Cats

Although I’m not a fan of cats but this is just plain sickening. I didn’t like China that much (even though I’m Chinese and part of my relatives is in China) but what they are doing now proves that they can be so inhumane. It’s like a torture chamber for cats. Death camp to be exact. It’s okay if they eat dogs, rabbits, cockroaches (wtf), whatever they deem edible la, but taking lives like this is just too cruel. No, they are not only stray cats, most of the cats have owners too. Of course, the owners abandoned them cuz of some stupid claims saying that cats could be the cause of SARS?

Doomed: Terrified cats crammed tightly into cages are hauled off to a meat market in Guangzhou.

“People believe what the government tells them and that is why they are abandoning more and more family pets.”

“Now they have stopped killing dogs but the new victims are cats. It is all connected to the Olympics.”

“The situation is very bad now,” said Ms Hu. “When women get pregnant, the doctor will ask them if they have a cat in the house. If they reply Yes, they tell them, ‘You must get rid of it, it will be bad for the baby'”.

“I keep all the cats in my house and 100 of them sleep in my bedroom at night. I am too frightened to let them out. If they go outside, they will be taken away and killed.

“The government is not telling people the truth. Look at me. I live with them 24 hours a day, seven days a week and I am very healthy.”

“We understand that with the Olympic Games the Beijing government is eager to show the world the city in a good light.”

“But capturing and dealing with cats in such an inhumane way will seriously tarnish the image of Beijing and the Games.”

Actually, they are just “cleaning” the place for the Olympics. EVACUATE THE WHOLE BEIJING LA. KILL THE PEOPLE TOO LA. THEY CAUSE RISING CRIME RATES WHAT. BAD IMAGE WHAT. Nincompoops.

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I’m gonna boycott China. And don’t tell me it’s only Beijing, not the whole China and I cannot judge the whole country base on a small dot. Well, let me tell you…It’s the government. Period.

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Dreamgirl?

I look like some goth chic now. My hair is darker than the tar road wtf. It’s not dark brown. Not light brown. Not natural brown. It’s BLACK. Die lor. Am I gonna go to annual dinner like this? Hmmmmm…well. I DON’T THINK BLACK SUITS ME. How now brown cow? Moo…wtf.

Anyway, I’m currently watching this online show called Malaysian dreamgirl. Well the title itself is quite misleading because I don’t know whether they are actually looking for a MALAYSIAN DREAMGIRL or a MODEL. On the website itself it says Malaysia’s First Online Reality MODEL Search. Well, don’t come and tell me it’s the same because Malaysian dreamgirl doesn’t have to be stick thin, doesn’t have to be tall, doesn’t have to be model-like and definitely personality is taken into consideration. But noooooooooo. This show “MALAYSIAN DREAMGIRL” is all about being skinny and model-like. Eh hello, if you’re going for such a name for the show then at least get the concept right? I don’t know. It’s like they are trying to tell the whole world that Malaysians love stick thin girls. A Malaysian dreamgirl can be just the girl next door. Ini apa? Tak tau la apa nak kata. And god forbids, they let some undeserving girls through just because they are thin enough to be a model. Never mind the face. Can make up what. Can photoshop what. Never mind the personality. People won’t know the real them what. As long as you’re stick thin you’re through. Even America’s Next Top Model have plus size models okay. This is indirect discrimination wtf. I feel thick now. Boo. So can anyone please tell me what is this show actually about? Finding a model or finding the Malaysian dreamgirl?

I’m such a bitch. Haha.

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How would you feel if the thing that you had believed in for years turned out to be the biggest lie ever? What should you do if the lie was told by the person dearest to you? Can I trust you?

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Blergh

Sometimes I just need to bitch. There are a lot of things I don’t understand about the world but there are even more things that I don’t get about certain people living in it. What makes you think by putting on a clown suit (colourful, distasteful, and weird) will grant you a fashionable title? Wearing something that normal people wouldn’t wear (because it is ridiculous) doesn’t make you trendy nor fashionable. It doesn’t mean that you have great fashion sense. Not that I am but it kills my eyes to see that certain people have such courage to be different (and when I say different I mean truly different). Do we have to be different to stand out? No, we don’t have to put ourselves to shame.

But why do people think that by wearing something weird equals fashionable? *shrugs*

Ryan Gosling, go get a better wardrobe stylist and a shave. But no doubt he’s the man who got the girls skipped many heart beats in The Notebook.

The shirt! Hahahhahahahaha. Wtf.

PS: The above para wasn’t about Ryan. 😉

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